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28 September 2005 ♥

ok..went katong on sat with yuki.. bot cigar.. wanted to buy next menthol de.. in e end next light.. yuki take one puff vomit alrdy.. den give e whole pack to mi.. den i smoke e whole pack within i think 3 to four hrs.. was feeling really down tat day la.. smoke without hestitating.. n oh ya.. saw alot of mjr ppl there.. saw hao wen,eugene n jerry.. den saw sky also loh.. he acc mi talk a while den go back play lan le.. worst moment of tat day was when i threw up.. the feeling was so awful.. how i wish i could threw out all my unhappiness.. now i understand why ppl drown their sorrows.. it really helps.. although not alot.. it does help.. to make mi feel more comfortable.. i was so damn scare i will throw up in e fucking cab.. jerk n jerk..den suppose to go yukis bf hse den i go hm de.. in e end i cnt ta han le,i alight with yuki n threw up immediately.. yuki was so fucking shocked.. keep ask mi ok not.. but seriously.. i do feel alot better aft throwing up.. at least physically..there is so many unhappiness i wanna voice out.. but aiya.. as yuki says.. no point la.. i cnt change anything.. since i cnt change anything i will have to change myself loh..

theres so many things i wanted to say noe.. i dun wanna keep it to myself.. but i noe i cant.. nvm la.. as i say.. u happy can le.. thanks for telling mi e truth.. rmb my promise to u not? aiya.. i think u dun even pay attention to wad i say la.. claiming tat im ur gd fren.. but i noe ur heart fly to her when u r talking to mi.. its ok.. im used to it.. although its hurting.. i promise i will nv let u noe my unhappiness to add on to ur burden... i just wan u to be happy n i mean it.. sometimes i tell myself,should i stay away frm u in case i cnt control my emotions n say everything out agn.. i really wanted to do tat although im not at all willing.. call mi selfish.. but i really do not wan to suffer.. but upon thinking back.. perhaps u need mi.. although not in e same way i need u.. but u need mi to talk to u when ur down.. n give u advice as to wad should u do or say to her or whatever to get into her gd books..n so i stay.. but its really really tough noe.. listening to u asking mi wad u should do to win her hrt.. telling mi u really wanted to be with her.. i do feel jealous u noe? it does not im happy just because im smiling..but i keep telling myself.. its ok.. its really really ok.. like wad i say .. ever since tat day i saw u so fucking sad.. i tell myself as long as its within my means.. i will do whatever as long as u r happy.. i will nv bother u should one day u r really happy with her.. but rest assured i will walk to u when u r feeling sad.. when u need someone.. i will always be there..

actually i have to say thank you.. aft i confess my feelings to u tat day.. u told mi gently.. i noe u tried ur best.. tried ur best not to hurt mi.. i promise i will control .. no matter how hard it is.. i will control.. n stay by ur side as ur fren..



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24 September 2005 ♥

cant get to slp at all last nite.. been thinking abt lots of things..thinking abt wad he said to mi.. the days when we r so happy together.. aiya.. wadever la.. oki.. yuki rched my hse at 7 am.. bath smoke den go out le.. the stupid karaoke 1pm den open man.. bo bian come here surf net loh..oki.. recently so many things happen..oki.. lstly leh.. the bitch zao sai my fren.. wah piang.. fucking bitch.. he so damn sad lor.. practically telling mi everyday tat he is down la.. he is sad la.. n i just cant understand y she have e hrt to make him so sad when she keep claiming to mi tat she really love him??!! maybe i dunno what really happen.. but i just cant fucking tolerate wad she said to him.. pls la.. be more matured la.. there r many ways to end a relationship.. y must u make everything so diff??!! aiya.. mayb when u read this posting u noe im talking abt u.. i dunno wad to say la.. just rmb tat no matter wad u do wad decision u make.. there will always be mi supporting u..

the days when all of us fool arnd together.. cracking those super lame jokes r gone.. we will nv b e same agn..

if i culd turn back time.. i still love those moments i have in 2003.. those bbqs tat strength our bonds.. those quarrels tat make mi realise how lucky i have to have u all as my fren..

although in front of u.. im always smiling so happily ever.. but do u noe tat deep down.. i have e.. i dunno how 2 say la.. sometimes i just cnt control myself to let u how i feel.. u noe anot? but i noe tat .. if i told u.. all the things before will be gone.. it will b back to square one..

its so hard suppressing my feelings lor.. its been two yrs.. i have been suppressing my feelings for two yrs u noe? but seeing u so happy upon leading with her in ur hrt.. i noe it is enuff..

till tat very day.. den i finally realise tat how much i wan u.. theres nth more den enuff to see u happy.. when i saw u so sad tat day.. i noe its right for mi to carry on being ur fren.. listening to ur sorrows.. although i noe tat i do wan u to noe my feelings.. but i noe tat it is worth it.. it is really worth it.. as long as i can hear ur laughter agn..

maybe one day.. our memories between us will fade in my memory,but i do noe tat at this certain phase of my life.. u r e dearest to mi..

although sometimes i still do lose my temper.. but its only because i culd control my emotions no more.. the urge to spilled out everything gets stronger often.. but i will control.. i promise i will co ntrol.. i noe tat our relationship has ended way long ago.. we r only frenz now.. u noe tat i treat u gd.. n u told mi u treat mi as ur gd fren.. ok.. this is enuff to keep mi gg on..

sometimes in e middle of e nite.. i will wake up thinking.. wad i mean to u.. its only last nite.. i finally realise tat i mean nth to u den just a gd fren.. a gd fren of urs tat stand by u always..

oki.. finally.. all e best to u.. my dearest fren..


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17 September 2005 ♥

oki.. damn long since i blog.. was chase out of e lan shop cuz i hasen rch sixteen.. wtf!! its lyk.. i happily saw e guy my ez link.. den mi n yuki sat down to play.. den aft half an hr.. e guy walk to mi n told mi i cnt play there.. den i oki.. den he say he wun charge mi.. nv charge yuki also.. den go sang ktv on tat day.. it is such a super wu lu place..i dunno how 2 use e conntrol.. i dunno everything.. den kpkb there.. den aft a while yuki taught mi everything den i noe le.. everytime go ktv very down de leh..because of e atmosphere.. the feeling.. den my moody mood come alrdy.. smoke 6 cigar continuously.. yuki kip calling mi not to smoke.. but i cnt control.. very sad la.. oki.. wadever..

ytd conference with tortoise n kiff till kinda late.. talk abt so much things.. so nan de leh.. 3 of us conference together.. talk abt opening a ice cream shop.. den i suggested dessert.. den kiff all e way gong gong.. den tortoise keep saying i MBa.. i nv lor.. wadever la.. keep making fun of mi wan..u dun everytime make sharol angry la.. i mention this many times in my blog le.. she very ke lian leh..

oki.. i wanna say this.. i admit lately i am so fucked up by e gal who is constantly scolding sharol.. and i did tag her board once.. ok.. i noe im in e wrong.. cuz its not my dai ji.. but it dun mean tat i said sry to u.. i dun owe u any sry.. n i still dun like u either..becuz tortoise is in a diff position.. so i make it easier for him..

oki.. wanna jio yuki tml go sing k.. she haven confirm leh.. aiya.. n oh ya.. tat day she go my hse.. my small couz like so much.. keep wanting her to feed her.. den yuki keep say wanna smoke..i also wan lor..but how??lol..ok.. im going cambodia leh.. im so excited.. den i very scare there got disaster.. den i keep telling tang tang..den he keep luffing at mi.. ok la wadever.. wanna go le.. blog another day..


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