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29 May 2005 ♥

Ok..lst i wana say.. i have think it over.. i dun wana bother abt e bicth anymore.. bcuz of her.. my life has become so miserable.. so many misunderstandings..so many freakin bloody ppl ask mi this n tat.. *do wad u wan,so long as u dun provoke mi*.. but as for those bitches who bitch abt tortoise leh.. i dunno hu e hell r yr n i duno whether yr still bitch abt him.. but i jus wana tel yr let mi find out agn i wun let yr off.. thats abt it..

Ok.. im so xin ku noe.. my family.. hur.. no $$$ 2 spend,continue lyk this gonna go open leg alrdy.. no la.. kidding.. but.. but.. aiya.. wadever.. life is so sian so miserable.. i think im still in love wif u.. mayb a lil.. mayb a lil more.. mayb all e while.. all i noe is.. i wanna see u.. i wanna noe wad yr doing.. i wanna noe whether r u fine nowadays.. r u still leadin tat fucking controlled life.. but anw.. i noe its impossible alrdy.. everything is over.. long ago.. if one day mayb u get 2 read this.. i jus wana let u noe i still do care for u.. but in a different way.. i still do rmb u.. i still rmb e memories we made.. i still wan u to b gd.. i still wan u 2 b happy..many yrs down e road.. u might nt rmb mi anymore.. u might nt b able 2 recall u were once wif mi.. but i wun..i will still rmb u.. till e end of tym.. i wan u 2 b happy.. n seeing u so happy nw..im contented.. at least im rite 2 let u go at tat moment.. if u stick wif mi.. u will nv b happy.. ok..wadever.. im born to bring u sorrow.. wad to do? i sound very ke lian hor?? lol.. but this is e truth la..i always seem 2 get him into trouble..ok.. many dun understand y i still do love him so much.. but hor.. he is e lst guy i reali reali do love one.. i reali love u one.. reali.. although tat day i tell u i dun.. but this kinda things how u wan mi to say.. when we were together.. i treat u lyk.. i duno.. tissure paper? wahaha.. i treat u very bad la.. but.. but.. i reali love u one.. nw i wana treat u gd also cnt.. n when i ask u m i e gal u love e most.. u told mi no.. hell! cant u just lie to mi? y mus b so honest? when we were together u were nt so honest.. nw suddenly lidat.. but aiya.. i now i brot it upon myself.. who can i blame?.. my pride lo.. my pride holds mi back frm lettin u noe i care for u.. y mus i act as if i dun gif a damn abt u.. n y mus u believe my body language.. there r many things u needa judge frm ur hrt.. nt ur eyes.. neither ur mind.. anw.. its a fact tat we r apart nw.. u r happy wif her nw.. im happy for u,happy for her.. if u ever get 2 read this.. i wanna let u noe.. all of e things tat i done 2 u when we were together.. it is nt true.. u r nt useless to mi at tat time.. u r impt 2 mi.. i love at tat time.. although i told u i dun.. ok..someone once told mi pain is self inflicted..sometimes when i noe tat im gonna think of u agn.. i will tell myself 2 think of ur bad ponts.. to think of everything tat is nt worth for mi 2 love u.. but time n agn.. when smth happens.. i jus came 2 realise my feelings for u once agn.. which i dun wana feel this way.. but u had planted all e memories we had in my head.. it can nv b erase.. many yrs down e road.. i will still love yu..


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Ok.. nw at cine lan shop.. was at cine wif yuki n rikku bt kinda duno go where so come here n surf e net lo.. today was in a freakin bad mood.. had a fucking bloody quarrel wif my bloody mom.. i wun gif her a cent if i went to work.. ccb!nt in e mood to go e chalet also.. thanks to her! Ok.. wanna talk to tortoise leh.. ytd i called him den he was nt free he told mi to call him today.. gonna call him later.. wah.. i nv noe got so many bitches view my blog de leh.. den bitch bhind my back agn.. pls la.. dun think i duno la.. wana bitch abt mi.. dun let mi noe mar.. so stupid let mi find out n let mi find u agn.. wad for??Ok..btw.. im nt sayin yr cnt view my blog.. its ok if yr wana view.. bt dun go round bitchin agn.. its ok if yr wana bitch abt mi,but u better dun let mi noe hu u r..lol..i duno wad im talking.. lol.. dun always bitch abt mi leh.. hab got nth better to do issit.ok.. later i wanna call tortoise alrdy.. gonna discuss smth wif yuki lst.. tata~


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28 May 2005 ♥

Ok.. nw at yuki hse.. actually wanna go out wif her de.. but in e end nv,, so went her hse play com.. rikku was nt in.. meet her bf le.. yuki hse have like.. 6 com? Omg..one for each of dem.. rich gal.. ok.. i love yuki more each day.. she taught mi alot of things abt blog.. how 2 load pics etc.. simply love her.. today was my sch heartstrings day cum b urself day.. i nv go.. so sian.. so displayin urself to e sch how u look in hm clothers.. eeee.. ok.. wadever.. jus nw had a gd chat wif mel.. she on her web cam n let mi look at her.. she was so cute.. so adorable.. i jus love her also.. smth happen to her.. my hrt aches le.. she is so sad.. but mel.. everything will b alrite soon... trust mi.. ok.. not gonna blog for kinda long.. going to my family chalet at changi.. the chalet is facing e sea.. so damn nice.. look forward to it.. will update when i come back.. tata~


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥







27 May 2005 ♥

ytd had a sms session wif yuki for like 1 hr plus.. tok abt last yr..talk abt our memories.. when i think of e days she kip help mi aiming him.. see he got look at mi not.. n i help her see also.. whenever i think of it i wuld b so happy.. so damn happy tat i got to noe yuki.. shit!! i love her more n more.. i wan her 2 b happy.. i dun wan any guys to hurt her.. fuck him!! he dunno whats gd for him.. nvm.. yuki.. whenever u r sad.. jus rmb tat u will always hav mi.. ok.. i noe u sure very touched when u see this.. wahaha.. ok.. love u darling.


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Ok.. I guess I will go crazy sum day..its lyk.. since I got my blog skin done.. I have been blogging non-stop.. mayb cuz I nth to do lo.. I dun wana spend money.. gonna save it for tml & sat going out wif my dar-yuki & perhaps another dar-rikku.. wahha.. no sure.. but I think shes coming.. hope she comes.. will b kinda fun.. ok.. some bitch is nt happy abt mi leh.. she kips gif mi jiao bin.. pls my freakin dear.. u think I even bother abt u??Ok.. just nw sms dinez.. she told mi she was in sch.. watchin stepfan play soccer. I was lyk.. huh? So sian.. if is mi I wun do tat de.. I mean.. aiya.. mayb cuz im lidat dun wan acc bf den my bf leave mi one by one.. lol.. btw.. who cares? All of dem treat mi nt gd wan.. esp e sky uh.. everytym play bball.. den call mi acc him leave mi in e sun.. so hot leh.. lol.. anw all over le.. its lyk 2 yrs ago? OMG!! I still rake up n say.. lol.. its all in e past le la.. I wun hate him le.. bt I dun lyk him also ok?? I muz write this down man.. if nt rumours again.. aaarrggghh.. I hate mjr.. all kinds of rumours..abt mi.. of cuz I noe other gals kena b4.. but I buay song leh.. everytym say say say.. bt I buay song aso cnt do anything la.. the mouth is theirs mar.. wahaha.. Ok.. was at town jus nw … den at hm nw.. was abt 2 slp. Den nyx called.. talk a lot of lan jiao wei.. ok.. den I tot I can slp alrdy.. den alex called.. aiyo.. look for help. Wif his gf.. I bo bian hab to console him..den finally I wanna slp alrdy.. den my mum nag at mi!!! wadda freakin world is this? Y cant I go to slp?? Den everything ok le.. I off my fone lock e door.. dun wan any disruptions.. den nw I wake up,blogging.. today nv go sch.. nv see dearie tortoise.. stepfan was playin soccer .. duno wif him nt.. haiz.. so xin tong him.. dun wana see him so sad.. bt this kinda things I cnt help,m also in no position 2 help him.. I hav done wad I can.. say wad im suppose 2 say.. no avail.. bo la sa.. bo bian..

Ok.. tt bitch is freakin actin to mi agn.. lol.. backside itchy wana play games agn.. I tot u say I very evil one? Say I very revengeful wan? U nt scare I do u any harm ah? Dun play games wif mi la.. go solve ur financial prob lst la.. go mend up ur family la.. tat bitch is frm a broken family.. woo~ n go whiten urself b4 u wana come to mi agn.. lol.. if nt u always dun wana admit u dark..den I heard ppl say u go Watson see whitening cream ah? Lol.. y so xin ku.. jus come to mi la.. mayb I can give u one box.. or mayb recommend u e brand..hmm.. loreal is gd.. sweetie mel bot it for mi b4.. bt dun think u can afford it.. cuz loreal is a international brand n its pretty ex..so I dun think u can afford it.. woots~
Seriously,jus dun go under e sun n it will b alrite.. but for this kind of natural blacked skin gal.. no amount of whitening products will help.. so jus accept it.. n do u noe ppl has been talking behind ur back tat yr actually darker den ur freakin pathetic bf? I bet no one has told u b4.. cuz if u noe.. u will go to those center which let those cust go under e light n change e skin colour instantly one.. u will go there.. I bet u will go there.. wahaha..so dun play wif mi la hor.. but of cuz if u wana play I will play along wif u.. its fun n entertaining playin wif this kinda bitch n make dem angry.. I lyk it.. cuz my life is nt as INTERESTING as u.. I dun have 2 keep figure out how 2 make myself fairer.. how 2 convince e world im a princess.. recently.. she lie to mi abt smth n I told yuki abt it.. both of us nearly burst into tears.. tears of laughter.. it is ridiculous for her to tell this kind lie.. a lie tat is expose immediately.. ok.. wadever.. but its lyk.. u sux lo.. wahaha..


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All Of a sudden,I think of e past.. All of a sudden,memories kip flashing back.. memories of wad u said to mi.. memories of how we use 2 be so happy together..
No ones noes how I feel.. I hab alrdy let u go,bt the memories r dere.. whenever I think abt it.. it ruins my day.. I wun hab da mood to anything again.. but.. I noe its nt ur fault.. I dun love u alrdy anw.. but I wun gif u my blessings.. cuz u r nt a gf bf.. Ok.. wadever la.. today nv go sch.. dun feel lyk goin.. dun wanna see those bitches.. ok.. my batch hab a lot of bitches tat I detest.. how I wish I wuld send dem all back to their lil fucking nest n let dem bitch in their lil pathetic priceless nest.. its such s sore to my eyes to see dem.. I noe im nt perfect.. I hab no rights to say others.. bt it is a fact tat they r…. well.. yr noe la.. ok.. I dun reali hab many gal frenz.. my best gal fren is only mel n yuki.. mayb I dislike gals.. well.. I dunno.. but somehow I feel tat guys can n trusted more den gals.. they dun gossip.. they dun bitch around.. they dun bear grudges.. whereas gals hab all of e above QUALITYS. Hols coming le.. im so damn happy.. im nt gonna go back for remedials.. wanna mi to go back? Dream on.. how happy tat I wun hab 2 see mjr for 1 mth.. gonna enjoy my hols to e fullest! N m gonna take out sum tym n figure out hw 2 screw da fucking bitch!! Lol.. im gonna gif her hell soon.. wait n see..


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26 May 2005 ♥

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Taken many times b4 decidin on this one,love this pic very much..

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b4 meeting yuki..

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b4 going for my pri sch bbq gathering..

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Wif tang tang,in class..one of my best buddy uh..

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At hm,wif ping pong & jin..

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Wif yuki,at e void deck of blk 102..



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Ok.. pardon mi for talking abt tat bitch.. but I reali hate her.. even when I think of her my mind gets polluted.. She is such a slutty whore.. she thinks she has many frenz.. n she think tat she is very loving wif her bf.. pls my ass la.. even yuki a outsider can see tat yr sucks lo.. yr tryin too hard.. lol.. wadever.. u r dark lo.. dun imitate mi again n go n say dinez leh.. wahhaha.. slutty whore!! Ok.. she acts as if she’s very da fang even when she noes m talking abt her.. pls leh.. show ur true self la.. wahhaa.. wanna act in front of mi.. later I bring yuki n rikku go strip u.. u think I dun dare? Come try lo.. n let everybody see ur so called “tanned” skin.. wahha.. by the tym u call police too late le.. all of us see everything.. this is wad yuki everytime told mi.. ok.. wadever.. cnt use com fer 3 days le.. gonna lend it to my uncle.. sianz.. ok… update when I free.. tata~


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Ok.. lst,I wanna thanks yuki for helping mi with this blog.. I just love her so damn muchie.. she help mi.. be it blog or other things.. I just love her.. I just love u yuki!!Ok.. today was a so-so day.. ytd had a gambling session wif nyx..i was winning abt 100+ in e beginning.. den aft tat I very tired already.. he kip pester mi 2 play wif him.. we play until lyk.. 3am? Omg..i needa go sch leh.. den in e end I lose.. I lose e 100+ I win n lose another 100.. wtf man!! I regretted .. but ok la.. anw he always spend $$$ on mi de..today recess saw tortoise.. he was so sad.. my hrt hurts.. FUCKING BITCHES!! THIS IS E LAST TYM I SAY OK,LEAVE GUI QUAN ALONE,BITCH ABT HIM AGAIN N I WILL GIF U HELL!!! CCb.. wad bitches man!! Everytym wanna say him.. y? wad he do? He huan tio u all meh? Bitch n bitch,hab yr got nth better to do.. nth to do go b po lo kuay lor.. earn money la.. CCB! I will gif u hell if he is sad or tell mi anybody spread rumours abt him again.. Ok.. my class sucks!! Mi n sebas in da class.. we feel so out of place.. its lyk.. we r nt suppose to b there.. all of them r so childish.. so selfish.. so act.. BTh!!.. we Miss 3E peeps!! We wanna go 4E!!! haiz.. I miss tortoise they all so damn damn much lo.. esp tortoise.. haiz.. he so sad den no one can console him in class le.. sob.. I dun wan 2 see him lidat.. he is my best fren.. I love him.. I wun let him suffer frm any wei qu.. ok.. den today aft sch go mama shop wif kiff n dearie tortoise.. den saw Joanna.. den he insulted her.. I was lyk.. ok.. I force myself nt 2 burst out.. but I cnt help it.. I cnt contain my laughter.. so I just luff.. n scolded tortoise.. den he han nah han nah.. lol.. ok.. once again I wanna thank yuki for helping mi.. I love u darling!!


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥







25 May 2005 ♥

Ok bitch.. huever u r.. dun try 2 creat havoc btw mi n my fren again.. let mi tell u one thing.. u will nv ever succeed in this "WONDERFUL MISSION" of urs.. u wanna copy my postings 2 say her?? u slutty whore.. dun blame mi for scoldin u whore.. u r a whore alrite..i dunno hu u r.. u might b cui wen.. n cui wen eh.. i'm writin abt u in my blog.. ONG CUI WEn!! m writin abt u.. come find mi den.. only if ya hab da guts.. wtf!! bitch.. u r indeed bitchy! i tot m very bitchy le.. indeed i lose 2 u.. u r one bitchy slutty fucking whore!! Ok.. i ren shu.. so how r u nowadays bitch?? still bitching around? or still dressin urself up lyk a christmas tree? or still fucking wif ur immatured bf? n r u sure he wanna fuck u?? lol.. ok.. wadever.. dun act la.. dun play games wif mi.. u will nv win.. i'm a bitch.. bt yr a whore leh.. wtf!! bye bitch!!


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Ok..was lyk 7 days nv blog.. dun reali hab da mood recently..Ok.. sat went to buy my fone.. love it so muchie!! Ok.. den had a quarrel with dinez ytd.. I was lyk.. wtf man!! But we were ok though aft tt.. Ok.. wad happen was.. dere was one bitch bitching around in dinez blog.. left fucking tagging.. n she actually read my blog n use those things 2 tag in dinez board.. so dinez tot was mi.. n hell.. we was quarreling lyk.. hell.. but aft tt e bitch was there again.. so mi dinez stepfan bomb her 2gether.. wif yang aso.. she said she was bao bei.. wtf lo.. wahahaha.. ok.. anw.. there r many kpo ppl come in n chup.. make until us so confuse.. den dinez + bf go le.. left mi 2 debate wif her.. I tu ka yi bo wei kong.. den she wana compare nei.. wanna compare size.. wahhaha.. wad a kiddie.. den I say ok lo.. we 1 vs 1 u come mjr find mi.. den she lan lan.. ok..wadever.. n den yuki bth she come in n scold again.. cuz the bitch scold mi mar.. ok.. den aft tt she go le.. running off.. cuz she lose already.. mi n yuki was lyk.. come la come la.. scare wad.. she run away.. lol.. we won!! Ok.. wadever.. den aft tt I go hm le.. was at lan shop wif yuki n rikku.. I dun wana go!! I wanna spend more times wif my twins!!!! Have nt hang out wif them n have a gd talk wif dem very long le.. but I gotta follow e bloody fucking freakin curfew.. so I go lo.. Ok.. one more thing.. dearie tortoise was so sad.. my hrt aches to see him lidat.. THOSE FREAKIN BITCHES,YR BETTER DUN LET MI CATCH YR BITCHIN ABT TORTOISE,I SWEAR I WILL GIVE U HELL!! WAD RIGHTS HAB YR TO SAY HIM?? WADEVER HE DONE IS NONE OF YR FUCKING BUSINESS!!! STOP CARRYING TALES ABT HIM!! YR BUAY SONG HE LYK WHO ISSIT.. YR LIKE HIM HUR!!!?? DUN LET MI CATCH YR LEH.. CCB!!
Was so angry wif these bitches.. so many in my life.. I wun let any of u hurt tortoise..he was my best fren lo.. I cant bear 2 see him lidat.. so fuck off bitches!!


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18 May 2005 ♥

Ok..today finally get to meet mel.. my sweetie mel.. she is still so sweet.. so crazy.. still my bestest fren.. the last time I meet her was like 1 mth ago? I cant reali rmb.. but very long ago le.. den we chat.. chat n chat..den slack n slack.. den I treat her eat.. cuz she forgot to bring money.. den she insisted on payin mi back.. I was like.. forget it la.. wad r frenz for.. den she ok lo ok lo.. wahaha.. she very cute de la.. she kinda siao siao like tat.. den we chat bout many things.. chat bout tat bitch esp.. she was more angry den mi.. who call tat bitch so xia lan.. ok anw.. yuki n rikku very funny uh.. ytd yuki called mi.. den I was sleeping.. I was sleepin e damn whole day.. den today I call her back.. I tot she was going to tell mi things abt smth personal.. smth I cant say here,.. but hell knows.. she jio mi go cenosis!! Whahaa.. cenosis have e $300 voucher.. so she jio mi go.. I was like.. ok.. I go is normal de la.. but she n rikku?? I mean they r so skinny le lo.. anw.. gals wll always find themselves fat de la.. ok nvm..
Ok.. tat bitch leh.. haiz.. act n act again.. she is ssssoooo… I dunno how 2 say la.. but she is actin loving with her bf in front of mi.. pls my ass la.. I mean.. when e two of u stand together.. yr look like mother n son lo.. still wanna act.. but she Christmas tree mar.. cant b helped.. ok… anw.. today I called tortoise.. I tot he was angry with mi uh..den I ask him ‘tortoise,u angry with mi ah’ den he was like.. ‘huh,wad for I angry with u’ but anw.. I did smth which nearly land him into big big trouble.. sometimes my mouth kinda big la.. but I cant help it mar.. sometimes the words just suddenly come out without myself knowing.. den I was like telling tortoise.. u dun angry hor.. later I very sad leh.. spout a bits nonsense to him.. den he was like han nah han nah.. cuz I always talk cock to him mar.. actually tortoise very gd wan la.. last time I everytime throw my temper on him de.. but he always forgive mi.. n I keep complaining to him he treat mi nt gd..cuz I wan him to treat mi better mar.. ok.. wadever.. but tortoise is my bestest fren lo.. he even treat mi better den my stead lo.. if any of u bitches dare to snatch him frm mi.. I will let u go straight to hell!!! Understand bitches???


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16 May 2005 ♥

Ok..3 days nv blog le.. here I come.. sat went out to parkway a while to shop for clothes.. den bot one e base top.. same as yuki de.. but different colour.. den pei fren go paya lebar den go home le.. got e 6pm curfew.. so sian.. but heng till thurs only.. if nt I ki siao uh,. Ok.. den ping pong keep pester mi to go jurong sports complex with her .. so I was like.. ok lo.. so go lo.. and it was fun.. damn fun.. but got sun burnt aft tat.. my whole body was red in colour.. forgot to apply lotion.. ok.. and it hurts..ok.. aft tat go meet my fren.. saw a bitch.. diaoing at my ang kong.. and she turn out to be my enemies`s fren.. so she confronted mi.. she has got some kinda mental prob cuz our prob was settle like last yr june? N here she comes raking up everything..ok.. anw.. she walk towards mi n wanna punch mi.. but I ta han her hand though.. n den I call tat gal.. ok.. she is called.. veronica.. n she scolded tat bitch.. n I slapped her.. she stump her foot n run away so angrily.. not my fault lo.. she is finding trouble herself.. maybe her life is getting boring.. ok.. anw.. had a fun nite out.. miss yuki n mel so muchie!! Esp mel.. ok.. meetin her this tue.. gonna have a fun day out with her.. tataz~


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥







13 May 2005 ♥

Ok.. went parkway to buy some thingy with nyx.. btw.. we ok le.. den when we bout to go home den rhys called,he say wanna pass mi smth.. i told him i was outside den he say wanna come my hse void deck look for mi.. i was so scare i keep tellin him no no no! but he hang up e fone le.. cuz cnt let him noe i with nyx mar.. later he will ki siao uh... den aft tat when i bout to rch home i call nyx hide in one corner cuz frm far far i can see e stupid rhys le.. den he saw mi frm far also den he wave his hands n shouted "hello,moonie,i'm here" wah wah wah.. he so xia suey noe.. den he pass mi a lighter.. carving moonie.. tat time he gave mi carving zhen.. haha,, now is moonie.. he tot i got smoke den tat time i ask him wad brand of cigarette cheaper.. ok. den after tat he go le.. den nyx come out.. he come my hse slack a while.. talk a bit of rubbish.. den he say he wanna watch porn.. whaahahah.. den i say cnt.. later he horny.. den make mi horny also.. den he was like.. ok lo.. den i wanna go his hse cuz i wanna play com.. so i follow him go home.. was travelling all e way today.. den aft playin com den he send mi home by cab.. ok.. anw.. rhys ong sux lo..


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥







12 May 2005 ♥

Ok.. today was e geo paper.. dunno how 2 do at all.. mid yr dun have e mood to study..wadever.. anw.. today waited for tortoise n david they all aft my paper to have breakfast with dem.. ok.. I treat kiff n tortoise eat.. n den there was a whole grp of guys n mi eating at e hawker.. some guys I dunno uh.. davids fren.. zhaozs fren.. frens fren.. wadever.. just go eat lo.. recently hear a shocking news which make mi so sad.. I love my fren.. n I wanna do smth for him..

The person whom u always longed for day n nite is always nt e person who treats u gd. But ur frenz r those who will stand behind u no matter.. rain or shine.. they r just there to help u n care for u.. I miss mel!!!!! Huuuurrrr!!!!!!!!!!


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥







11 May 2005 ♥

Ok..today was nt in a v gd mood.Quarelled with nyx last nite,such a bad one.We were like quarelling over e stupid bloody farking stingray!! Wad a joke,to quarrel over stingray..ok..anw..we were like eatin n suddenly he burst out and told mi hougang stingray taste better.. den I told him in tat case den y still come here to eat.. den he was like bz explaining.. den I was like..look at him n give him a stupid face n say *huh*.. n den he was kinda pissed off n show mi his bloody attitude.. wad da hell.. such a grown guy fancy throwin his attitude on mi.. n den he like kinda grumble n grumble abt mi.. he is exactly e same as rhys.. unreasonable,selfish,self centered.. etc.. but he is better den rhys no matter wad.. at least he wun beat mi.. ok.. wadever..today has gt farkin attitude..due to e nyx.. den I cnt slp last nite.. so drag till like 3 smth den I slp.. n den I have 2 wake up at 6 to bath n prepare for sch all dis.. was damn tired.. dun wanna go 2 sch. But got exams.. so bo bian just go 2 sch.. ok.. den aft sch nyx called.. to apologise.. den I buay song.. throw all my frustrations n attitude on him.. so he jus tolerate.. ok.. wanna get new phone.. wanna add on my dragon.. dun have e time.. dunno wad fone to buy.. but decide on 3220 finally.. I wan $$$$!!! Wanna buy clothes..tattoos..fone.. bags.. lotsa lotsa.. I wan $600!! Ok.. back 2 nyx.. aft I scold him.. he was like.. sorry lo.. in a sian sian way.. so I scold him further.. I just raise my voice totally.. n den he was like bth and said to mi “wads wrong with u?I have apologise already wad more do u wan? Attitude just runs in u,u r just attitude attitude attitude! Fark ur princess attitude!” n den he slam down e damn fone.. cant b bothered by him.. ok.. tat bitch act to mi again.. cant stand her.. gonna go study my geo.. tata~



ZhiWei.. take care of urself.Dun think so much.. I will b there whenever u need mi..


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10 May 2005 ♥

Ok.. I wanna talk about tat bitch.she is playin games with mi.. Her sarcastic remarks increase day by day.She is forcing mi to blow my top.. She is just a bitchy slut.All of my frenz hate her.She backstab mi but she acts so natural in front of mi,act as if nth happen n act as if she is so gd with mi.i I noe im at fault,I admit I do backstab her,sometimes I do feel guilty,n I stop criticizing her,I swear I stopped.But she nv,she just continue throwing her remarks on mi.Sometimes I do wanna revive this frenship,but it is of no avail.ok.. wadever.. but I wun be soft hearted by her anymore.. she deserve it.. my frenz noe it all.. I hate her,I really hate her.. she keeps wanna emphasize tat my frenz n mi think we r prettier den anyone else.. but pls gal.. I nv ever said tat.. if yr dun believe u can go look at my previous posting.. I only say I prettier den u.. is not I bhb or wad.. I noe my limits.. but I have to say this as u wanna act chio in front of mi n dress like a Christmas tree but think tat u r damn pretty… ok..u wanna compare.. so y din u talk to mi bout rich.. cuz u noe u will nv win mi.. pls my ass la.. dun try 2 play games with mi k.. and it is fact tat I have many frenx wad.. I am not boasting lo.. ok.. it may seems I have little frenz den u.. but my true frens r more den u.. u have just like… OMG!! Tat pathetic small number of true frenz standing by ur pathetic side .. y is this so? Is it cuz of ur character prob.. well~ I dunno,its not up 2 mi to judge.. ok.. so bitch,u think nobody noe ur true self? U wanna b e best in everyone’s eyes? But u will nv escape my eyes.. ALL OF My FRENZ noe bout ur tricks bitch! Ok.. u say I act as if I have got many frenz.. but it is a fact wad.. I nv boast.. for my true frens I have got yuki,mel,tortoise,zhaoz,hweimin,trina,my kor and there r many more I nv mention.. it is true lo.. its not im boasting or wad.. n u pls la.. wad u wanna do with ur fucking stead is ur prob.. dun pull mi into e water lo.. u wan everyone to think tat I buay song u got bf is it? Ok.. no doubt we were e once of frenz.. but I have 2 say.. this relationship of ours change,n it will nv b e same .. dun play with mi.. cuz u will nv win.. Bye BITCH!!


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I cnt take it anymore.He is walking away frm mi,further n further away..he was once mine,at least I thought,at least for tat lil moment.. he walks away frm mi.. I am out of his life. He wants her..In his heart,she is perfect.. I cnt take it anymore.. I wanna tell him I love him.. but I cant.. he will nv noe if i din let him noe.. i wanna tell him but i cant.. wad should i do..

HUuuurrrrrrrrrr!!! I miss MEl n hweimin!!!


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Ytd suppose 2 meet yuki de,but she gotta have lunch with her mom celebrate mother’s day.so nv meet lo..all my relatives come my hse den one of my aunt bot a cake for mother’s day,den all e mothers stand at e cake there with my grandma n we children sing e mothers day song.. n all of us cried.. my couz cry e hardest de.. like water tap e tears keep flowing.. it was a very touchin n meaningful moment for my whole family hur..ok.. n den today was e maths n SS paper.. I tot today only have ss paper hur.. den I wear PE shirt to sch.. sssoooossoo xia suey uh..my frenz were like..”puay chin,y r u so gong” ok nvm.. n den when I receive my maths paper.. I was like.. going to faint.. I am nv good at maths.. I have no confidence at all..i just scribble a few ans den I went to slp le.. the paper was like 1 n half hr n I was like slp after 30mins? OMG.. anw.. I dunno how 2 do uh.. so off I go to slp lo.. ok.. den recess.. sat with tortoise n kiff,crap around with some lame jokes.. n den I told tortoise abt wad e bitch say 2 mi.. I was like.. “tortoise,she keep say mi leh,she keep bully mi uh,scold her scold her leh” den after I told tortoise wad e bitch said.. den tortoise said,*y she like tat de* buden I told tortoise not 2 say anything or scold her uh..this gal matter mar.. but tortoise promise mi if she too guo fen he will help mi scold her de.. thanks tortoise.. ok.. den tortoise say wanna return 2 class n he call mi follow him.. so I follow him 2 his class.. was playin around when we went up e stairs.. n den in tortoise class saw so many of my ex classmates.. crap along with them for a while den sit down with tortoise n kiff to talk.. tortoise was like keep talking to mi about her lo.. irritating uh..den I throw a bita attitude on tortoise.. sometimes he make mi angry without knowing uh.. ok.. den I needa go back class le.. den I call tortoise acc mi back 2 class,den he call kiff along.. 2 of my bestest fren pei mi go back class.. ok.. tomorrow is chem. Paper uh.. sian uh!! At nite mayb gonna meet nyx.. maybe go eat stingray uh.. delicious.. looking forward to nite timee!!


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥







07 May 2005 ♥

Just nw went out with yuki n yenn.. but I meet yuki n rikku lst.. n den went to cine rocky master.. was like crap around for a while n den rikku de bf come le.. so yuki acc mi to wisma to buy clothes.. n den we just walk around.. just walk aimlessly.. n yuki bring mi to dunno wad hotel n create some kinda fun there.. was so funny uh.. we were waitin for yen arrival.. n den I told yuki bout my cruise happenings.. was so sian n we walk back to cine n look for rikku to get cigarette frm her n den went to I think cheers to smoke.. n den rikku follow us.. was walking for a while n den yen come le.. n den we went to rocky master again.. cuz yen wanna drink e fruit tea I think.. sit there for quite long n den went to walk again n went to e taxi stand to slack..there were like so many workers there n they were like keep looking at us,I told yuki they were looking at her nei n she insist they were looking at mine.. ok,wadever.. never mind.. n den we were like so bored n started singing,we were like singing so loudly n den ppl walk past keep looking at us.. n den rikku n her bf come den took cab home.. den I long bang yuki n yen home.. n den after tat nyx called mi n told mi to have supper with him.. I was like .. ok lo n went to e hawker to have stingray.. was delicious though.. ok.. n den I was like.. tomorrow exam uh.. gonna go study .. tata~


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Ok.. was back frm e cruise.. SuperStar Virgo.It was so damn fun lo.. I was like.. going with all of my dearest couz n aunts n uncle.. ok.. lst day was a blur.. it was like.. we reach there at abt eight smth.. n the dinner was like 9? Omg.. n den we were like rushin to our cabin n faster unpack our belongings n went down 2 the canteen to eat.. the food was like.. so delicious lo.. n den after I went to e deck with papa.. the sea breeze is nice.. but kinda scary.. cuz all dark dark mar.. n den I went to tour round e boat.. it was 13 floors high uh..n den I was like walking round n I lost my way..n den there was no reception there.. I was like.. so funny lo. So I was pretend nth happen n try 2 find my way out.. n manage it though.,. n I return to room n watch tv.. and there r my favourite shows.. was so happy eh.. watched a while n went to slp.. n den the 2nd day was a little better.. I was like finally noe my way a bit n go sing k with my couz b4 havin lunch.. the lunch was delicious also.. n den e staff there was so damn polite.. like them so much,.. n den I give them a $4 tips n they were like so happy.. ok.. actually I went to cruise lotsa times le.. have been to sun cruise,leisure world.. unlike some unknown bitch.. ok.. wadever.. but its my lst time to virgo.. fun there.. esp when m gg with my whole family.. n den there r many ang mohs there.. they was like.. keep looking at my dragon n was like.. starin at mi n ask mi how much is it.. so amuse by them.. but they were nice ppl though.. ok.. tomorrow gonna meet miko(nw changed to yuki) & rikku n yen.. gonna have a fun day with dem.. cheers!


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥







04 May 2005 ♥

Ok.. today was like just a normal day.. went to sch n blah blah blah.. sch life is all e same.. ytd tortoise make mi so so so angry uh.. I was like angry until my blood vessels wanna burst uh.. almost cried uh.. have not been so angry for quite a while le.. he was like.. keep talking to her n care for her lo.. was like.. everytime I msg him den he dun wanna reply mi.. n den everytime I missed call him he nv call mi back de.. hur! He so bad uh.. n den was like keep caring for her lo.. n den I was like complaining to him he nv care for mi den he will be like.. “no lo,puay chin,Iu r also very impt in my life uh” wad rubbish lo.. I was like keep shoutin n screamin my way into e fone,n he was all e while calmin mi down n coaxing mi..i just argue my way out with him n he was like so helpless..he was like tryin to calm down my temper.. n I was so damn angry lo.. he treat mi quite good though.. but sometimes kinda neglect over some *** lo.. anw.. I was so angry I just hang up e fone n he was like msg mi n say sorry to mi.. den I was like.. ok lo.. anw.. we were ok today le.. he like saw mi n talk to mi take it as nth happen n we r good again..tortoise was my best fren though.Forever!


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥







02 May 2005 ♥

ok..nw at miko n rikku hse.. playin com.. their hse is so big le.. got so many pets also.. so xian mu uh.. their hse is like.. three storey high.. woo~ nv been to such a big hse b4.. ok.. someone isnt happy tat she's losing to mi.. i nv say i'm prettier den anybody else.. i just say i am prettier den u! cuz u keep thinking u r prettier den mi wad.. pls my ass la..i am richer den u wad.. cuz u everytime wanna act rich to mi also.. i'm not sayin i have thousands of allowance a day or wad.. i admit i dun have.. but i am richer den u lor.. ok.. dun talk abt rich.. later ppl think i boasting.. but y r u so act? at least i more natural den u lor.. u everytime wanna act.. uh.. act cute la.. act chio la.. n act wad.. OMG! act fair is it? dun wanna admit e things tat u dun have..ok.. its nt i act.. i really have many frenz wad.. u dun believe u call agnes or miko lor.. ok.. dun wanna say abt this bytch so much..hmmm.. nice hangin out with miko n rikku.. wanna hang out with my mel also.. so damn long nv see her le.. mayb gonna meet miko if i have money.. gonna buy clothes.. gonna go nw,tata everyone.. GOODBYE BITCH!!


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥