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29 April 2005 ♥
Today after sch go meet miko n rikku,buden rikku leave lst to meet her bf lo,n den mi n miko find a place 2 sit down talk lo.. n den we was like sitting there for like 1 hr plus just 2 take pics with our fone.. n den we were so bored and we walk to creasant to have mac lo.. n den miko smoke.. den I was like so boring keep talking rubbish to her.. n den my couz called,den go her hse.. miko like my couz dog so much uh.. very cute uh.. keep jumping here n there.. tml my couz gonna bring him 4 grooming le.. will b more handsome lo.. n tat after tat go nyx hse lo.. n nw I`m in his hse playin com lo.. ok.. I think tats all la.. tata~
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Today is e start of the mid year.. ok.. was so scare b4 e paper.. so damn scare.. it was like I only started studying e format this morning.. but fortunately e paper was quite easy n I somehow made it thru…n den it was like.. heng ah.. ok.. and den today gt e LRc lo.. and den e osman keep was for like 1 hr n 40 mins.. n den he was still so proud sayin tat he release us early lo.. he nv noe exam periods sumtym teacher half an hr den release le.. hur! But anyway.. when he call my name n I stand up.. he was like keep staring at mi in s very ‘xiong’ way loh.. I think maybe he bear grudges towards mi nahz.. siao wan leh him.. later maybe meetin nyx lo.. I think that’s all la.. tml update to say how it goes.. tata~
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28 April 2005 ♥
today go see doc..gt sum kinda flu.. den I saw a gal hor.. wah.. her leg tattoo lizard leh.. so stylo leh.. but I dun like lizard.. I like scorpions dragons and phoenix.. as in for tattoos la.. m gonna add flowers to my dragon.. if nt go out let ppl beat man.. they tot I frm wad kind of gang.. whahaha..my couz hor.. siao wan leh.. we go tattoo together mar.. she put spider n I put dragon mar.. n she was keep telling mi later go out let ppl beat… I keep telling her wun wan la.. den in e end make mi scare also.. den got one tym more funny le.. mi n my couz go aljunied mrt mar.. we were goin to sing post.. den got this grp of boys saw my couz spider den they keep say “catch spider leh,catch spider leh” den mi n my couz was like.. wtf man~ ok..nvm.. I really cnt stand tat bitch man.. n I`m nt writing abt jasmine k.. for those bitches who like to spread rumours abt mi.. ok..back 2 e bitch.. she keeps wanna act innocent in front of mi leh.. sometimes when she beside mi I just cnt stand her n feel like giving her one punch leh.. but I nv la.. later I do tat hor.. I gone already.. I got case mar.. later I go jail man.. I tried my best to salvage our frenship la.. but she was like.. she nv care at all lor.. she just knows how 2 say wad I change le I change le.. change ur bloody mother la.. wad I change le.. to mi,I dun think tat u changed,I feel tat I have nv noe ur true self until last yr.. u were so superb in ur acting skills.. everytime she speaks.. she has pricks in her conversations de.. I dunno whether is only to mi or wad la.. I think only to mi only la.. aiya.. she jealous I better den her wad.. cuz her theory is like.. I fat den she slim mar.. omg! Its not slim,its skinny.. den she thinks ppl wanna see also see her mar.. where will look at mi.. so she jealous when ppl say I pretty den her nor.. ha.. even my couz hate her le.. my couz still wanna call her frenz 2 di siao her man.. whenever she go out.. she dress herself up as a Christmas tree.. n hell noe,sshe thinks she looks pretty..pls la.. haiz.. there r so many I can say bout her man.. she just thinks she is pretty,she is sexy,n tat she is so damn considerate to e ppl round her eh.. pls leh.. wah kao eh.. we were once frenz.. I dun mean 2 be so vulgar to my so call once frenz.. my frenz r my life,I even treat my frenz better den my stead.. but u r so damn horrible tat I have 2 say u lor.. u always think u have more frenz den i.. u always wanna mi 2 apologise whether or nt its my fault.. u think u r a princess.. wad a joke.. let mi tell u.. princess have a better personality den u.. ppl may say I`m a bitch.. ok lor.. I admit I`m a bitch.. I do backstab.. cuz u deserve it! She just likes 2 act rich in front mi.. nt in front of mi.. like she dun have much money but she wans to buy those ex ex de things.. like wanna ppl 2 see her as a rich gal can afford those things.. pls lor.. I richer den u.. ur parents r richer den mine but I am richer den u eh.. woots.. I am nt trying to booast.. I nt as rich as miko n rikku,but I am certainly richer den u! miko n rikku nv ever booast to mi,cuz we r best frenz,best frenz only help one another.. u r worst den them man.. I noe u longer leh.. hey idiot,still wanna act huh.. many ppl say u r bitter gourd lor.. is like.. ur face is so ku..n when we were frenz I was like.. telling u everything bout myself,but ur reaction was like.. eh uh.. and then u nv tell mi things bout urself de.. if ya clever u will noe I am writing bout u.. mayb cuz many ppl noe my temper is very fiery,including u,so u wan mi 2 fall into ur trap as in scold u lst rite? I wun b so stupid de lor.. I am better den u in everything.. u nv ever make a effort to make us frenz again.. this is e part tat saddens mi.. but nw I wun b sad bout u anymore.. my heart is dead.. frenship is like relationship,it takes two hands 2 clap..its no point one is giving n tryin hard n e other is like sitting there doin nth lor.. n u r like tat.. u everytime wanna act.. y cant u be urself.. even my couz say u act man.. pls my ass la,wad r u tryin to prove? U r trying to act siao ding dong when u r e serious serious type? Or tryin to blend in e situation? U r nt tat kind of siao siao person lor.. u dun have e cells la.. so dun try 2 act in front of mi.. ppl who act can nv escape frm my eyes.. I noe who’s genuine and who is act.. ask mi bout my class I can list put whole lots of acting ppl.. u think wad? U drama box ah? Pls la.. dun blame mi for being mean.. I am lidat de.. I have warn all ppl who I noe not to step on my tail.. I will nv let e matter off easily.. I certainly wun scold u in e face.. I wun fall into ur trap.. I noe ur intention is to make ppl think u r e angel n I am e devil.. as I mention in my previous posting.. I have more frenz lor.. I treat my frenz very gd de nor.. all my frenz feel it.. no need ask who.. u can just ask miko.. she knows it.. but y am I treatin u this way? Cuz u treat mi this way lst.. it all started when u buay song I have more attention den u…n then u started suaning mi in a ‘jian’ way.. u r just tryin 2 act in front of mi.. ok lor.. I admit I damn hiao lor.. so wad? When I hiao I dress up I still prettier den u leh.. when u dress up u look like a Christmas tree.. u think wad.. santa claus is coming to town ah.. wtf man~.. ok.. dun wanna say so much.. in fact I say a lot le.. tata~
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥
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Today is e last day of my sports day detention le.. and it is like.. so fantastic.. cuz of e assembly mar.. den I late arrive.. mr ong like 20 minutes den release le.. and den go eat noodles den go hm lo.. today assembly give out e prize for e 2.4 annual road run top 25 winners uh.. den my frenz is like got.. tortoise,ming fei,wei hao,tang tang.. n I cnt rmb le.. den I clap very loud for mingfei n tortoise eh.. haha..ok nvm.. and den today ms salina change our sitting arrangement to register number eh.. n then it was so damn hot lo.. jia jin sit bside mi n he was like.. keep screaming so hot lo.. I also cnt stand it man.. so hot le.. bth uh..anw we gonna move 2 new blk to have exams le.. exams comin uh.. so stress uh.. very scare leh..aiya.. whatever.. gonna study de loh.. and den today in class sms miko ask her whether this sat free nt.. gonna go out with her uh.. if I gt e money lo.. when miko play piano uh.. she is so damn attractive lo.. is like.. a angel lo.. really.. e picture is like so beautiful.. yr guys will agree with mi if yr see her play piano b4.. haiz.. miss e days when miko is still in sch leh.. we always have e time table in our hands n check for which lesson to skip... n den tortoise n Kelvin always crap along with mi n miko de.. n den mi n miko always go by e dustbin way.. n den take cab to sing post.. last yr was so fun uh.. Miss mel so much eh.. its like.. so long nv meet her le leh.. this mon suppose 2 meet her de eh.. but her mum haven give her money uh.. so cnt meet lo.. haiz.. she so loving with jin liang eh.. so xian mu her.. she is so xing fu eh.. and den e nyx la.. everytime call mi go his hse wan leh.. also dunno wad he wan.. he only noe how 2 everytime bring mi to geylang eat frog porridge.. if nt is katong laksa,go until e aunties there noe mi le.. everytime I go they will shout.. dragon gal come already.. so pai sei uh.. den e nyx still dun wan jio mi leh.. dunno waitin for wad.. he told mi he like mi also. But also dunno true not la.. wadever.. ok.. nyx call le..tata~
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥
27 April 2005 ♥
Ok..today was like..wooo~ so damn sian lor.. it is just a normal day.. the detention in buddist hall was like.. forever.. the osman la.. keep us till 3.40 uh.. and den today have 2 maths test.. I dunno how 2 do a single question argghhh..but in e end manage to do like.. 3 to 4 questions.. hmm..ok.. currently saving money for my angkongs lor.. gonna buy mascara,concealer,lip gloss,eye liner etc.. needa save money uh.. recently spend a lot eh.. n today recess I`m like.. m so hungry,I just ate bread lor.. n e zhao dong beside mi keep make mi luff.. n tortoise uh.. b4 recess he go borrow phone frm mi n sms! I nv heard of such a thing der.. he say his dad keep complaining he sms too much n he borrow frm mi.. find it kinda amusing but give it to him though.. he was my best fren mar.. wad to do.. ok.. exams coming.. gonna go study.. *blah.. nt study uh.. gonna go bath le.. ho ho..
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥
26 April 2005 ♥
Woo~ went out with miko n yen on sat to PS,watched infection,such a lame show uh.. meet miko at her hse there lst den we took train to PS.Omg! we took train eh.. cuz its like we everytime take cab.. but since it is so near so we might as well take train.. Den miko go recommend(I duno how 2 spell la) e base clothes to mi,she keep telling mi how nice it is,n den she bot one dat day,I choose fer her de,it was a nice shirt though.. n den we go buy tickets den go sit wait for yen,she is taking such a long time,our movie was like 4.40 n it is only like 2? We just slack arnd uh.. and den finally wait for yen arrival and we go watch infection,was scare by e movie so many times but finally our conclusion was e movie was not nice at all.. n den we waited for rikku,she meet us after a while and she was like keep complaining she was hungry.So we acc her go long john she bot dunno wad meal eh and we went to rocky master to eat.. I order a mixed fruit juice n chicken bolognise n yen order e same drink n black pepper chicken.. when her black pepper chicken arrive,mi n miko tasted e chicken.. it was like… aarrrghh. It was cold,n yen was like still eating it so happily,n she tot it was suppose 2 b cold! Mi n miko was so disgusted by e chicken eh.. n yen told e person den e person in charge give us a new one n she give us a choco mousse for free! N it was so damn bloody nice..n tat miko n rikku crap along using my cam phone.. they were like taking pics n luffing so loudly.. rikku was luffing so loudly eh.. in e end I dunno whether they took a picture they were satisfied nt.. but it was reali a fun nite out with dem.. gonna meet her this sat if she can make it n if I have money.. whhooos
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥
25 April 2005 ♥
Hmmm.. nw frenz with jasmine le,the feeling is like kinda weird? It will sure be weird de la,its like we were quarreling e hell out of everything n we were frenz nw.. but I will try my best to maintain this frenship eh..n den went out with jasmine to buy ingredients for her F & n,shop so long le,n she noe so much things,she noes how 2 cook this n tat,n it was like,I dun even noe anything.. I only noe how 2 cook instant noodles only.. I think even a guy noe more den mi eh.. so pai sei uh. I think wy is right to choose her eh.. she can cook delicious things for him mar.. and tat I keep worryin her money is not enuff to pay for e things she buy.. cuz she was like throw everything inside e cart n I keep helping her count e amount.. I so worried for her eh.. ok.. den after tat we bid goodbye den go hm le.. I wanna go walk walk with her de.. but she needa go hm nahz.. she ws like carryin so much things eh.. nw I going out ler.. goin meet nyx.. dunno wad we gonna do le.. haiz..
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥
16 April 2005 ♥
Hmm,just came back frm sch,at amanda hse playin com lor,cuz com spoil mar.Spoil very long le leh,nv go repair le,need money also.. Hmph.. today was a day with mixed feelings la,ytd msg him den he nv reply mi leh,mayb is cuz of her la,bt nvm,i have no feelings for him le.finally! But if he dun wanna be frenz with mi still cuz of his gf,den i have got nth 2 say la.Today suppose 2 go out with tif n tiz de,but ytd my mum dun wan give mi money,so cnt go out with them,sorry hor moi twinnies! Tif n Tiz is really my best best fren le,they help mi in everything de,n i can find my true self when m with e two of dem.They r such a crackpot,my kia xin guo,everytime talk so much crap in front of mi de,but still,i enjoy e days i have with dem.They r e ones den teach mi lots of things in life.Tif will always teach mi abt how guys behave,how guys feel..etc etc.. She is always there 2 help mi in everything.She is e one who can console mi till m not so sad abt him... all in all,she is my greatest fren. Hmm,tortoise,david,kiff,zhaoz,they all,i reali miss den leh,i so enjoy e days i spend with dem last yr.Kiff will always b there 2 talk cock with mi,tortoise is e one who stand by mi n help mi no matter wad.He everytime zui ying xin luan wan la,he everytime say dun give a damn abt mi,but i noe he care abt mi la,whahaha,hor tortoise? N zhaoz leh,he will everytime take a chair n sit bside n begin 2 crap along with mi,we talk frm ai hua 2 pregnant to everything under e sun.He is my bestest fren also.As for david leh,he is i think 3 or 4 yrs older den mi ba,i talk to him in class occasionally,but whenever we started talking,we will talk n talk untill its like no end to everything,n he always tell mi,''puaychin,gt anybody bully u tell mi hor,i help u beat tat person'' see,i got so many buddies by my side..wahaha,no la,but i really treasure e frenship i have with themm..all my frenz.. hmm,den ytd go nyx de hse,den play com watch vcd,den blah blah blah,up 2 u all to imagine la,[Er tOng bu Yi ] la.. He keep call mi go report police,cuz of e rhys la,he go n punch mi leh,siao wan.. cuz we quareel mar,den i say u drae u beat mi la,den he reali beat mi..so pain leh.. Ccb! he no balls la,he not guy man,how can like tat hit a gal wan.. still got wad huh.. oh.. him lor.. aiya,sometimes i really miss him noe,miss e days i have with him,miss e days he promise to be with mi forever.BUt actually thinking back,i should b contented le,at least in a certain period of his life,he realli do love mi,but it is a pity tat our fate only lasted for like.. so short lor.. but anw,everythings over le,i will give him my blessing de.. n my blessings 2 all my frenz, u all r e most impt gem i`ve found in this lifetime.Love every single one of u!
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥
15 April 2005 ♥
Hmm,see ppl de blog so nice hor,so nice leh,bt I cn nv decorate e way I wan la.Cuz I duno how to anyway.Its ok la.. Today is just a normal lor..detention & detention & detention! Haiz,I finally understand smth,ppl do change & feelings do fade.There frenz of mine whom is nt e some as e day when I noe them.Rhys,he treat mi like heaven lots when we were 2gether,he gave in to mi,he encourage mi,he console mi,he give mi all e support I need.He ever promise mi tat he will try his best to make mi e happiest gal in e world.He told mi tat he will let mi go if I still love waiyi.Happiest?Which gal dun wanna be e happiest.But I noe he will nv b e source of my happiness.My feelings for him just isn’t there.He could tell mi a zillion times how much he love mi,how much he love mi,bt all this just dun get into my head.As long as there is love,there will b hurt.It will always b together.In my world,I only love just this 1 person.He is e only person tat I wanna give my hrt to.He is e one I love e most.And I noe tat to let him b happy,I have to let him go.I love him,but he love her.I dun wanna continue this game anymore,I`m tired.Because of e relationship between e 3 of us,I have to shoulder all those blame tat is nt even my fault.It is really nt mi.But nobody believe mi.Nobody did.Is it because I`m always e tough one swearing n scolding,I dun understand they dun believe mi,including him.I may b smiling all e times,all my frenz say so,but deep down inside,I have so many troubles I wanna get rid of.I have my frenz,my family,all my probs,all these in my life is nt going smoothly.I totally dunno where am I heading.I rmb tat on e day wy break with mi,I am shattered.I promise myself not to got involved with anyone again.For those who r spreading rumours abt mi since e day I stead with him till e reason we break.I will get u all get e whole picture nw.I have nth to hide.I nv do anything with him tat is wrong.I nv tried 2 break up him n jasmine.He knows it.Frm e day e sch noe I stead with him,all kinds of rumours is in e air.There were who say I am not good enuff for him,there were some who say he is just using mi,there were some who say he dun love mi at all.But wad really happens mi n him,nobody knows.Nobody fully understand our feelings towards each other,so wad right have u all got to speak ill of us? When we were together,e whole world says I love him a lot,they say I love him more den he love mi.And I will admit it,I really do love him,a lot.AT e period of time when we were together,he gave in to mi,he dote on mi,he tell mi all e things tat I needed to hear.He told mi how much he love mi n how much he will nv give mi up like he did last time.However,promises r meant 2 b broken.In e end,he abandon mi,mayb this is e ending most ppl wanna see.I admit tat I still do love him a lot after we break.But time heal all wound,at e moment nw,I have let him go,I have given up,I understand y he brk with mi n I dun blame him anymore,I wun ask y again.I accepted e fact we r not meant to be,n I give him my blessings.But y r there so many ppl sayin I`m tryin to brk him n jasmine up? I know for myself clearly tat even if he brk with jasmine,he might nt be with mi.We r still frenz,purely frenz.I can guarantee this to e whole world,tat I dun have anything 2 do with him anymore,there r no longer love or hatred between us anymore.Friends.Frm pri sch till nw,I have many frenz,but obviously,not everyone is true.Up till e moment nw,my true frenz r,tortoise peiyi mel zhaoz en rui hwei min n tats all.i noe in sch,many ppl have been backstabbing mi,they have been sayin tat I flirt around with guys.But this is all our frenship accumulated over e yrs we have spend in our classroom,bbqs,chalet..etc.. n a strong bond is build. I cherish all my frenz n I noe they treat mi genuinely with their hrt..
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥
14 April 2005 ♥
Hmmm.. today just sign up a new account with tif & tiz.And i am so happy sort out all things with him.We promise each other tat we will be frenx no matter wad happen between mi n his stead,At least he understand e situation lor. Going on cruise on 4-6 may,virgo.SO excited le,going with my whole family,all my relatives.Curretly saving money for ang kongs,wallet & disc man.My class gt lots of thiefs le,everytime steal things.Tml mayb gonna meet nyx in e nite.. Will telll him abt e incident between mi n rhys de,tat idiot go beat punch mi,very pain le.. think tats all la.. will update next time i online..
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥