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29 May 2005 ♥
Ok..lst i wana say.. i have think it over.. i dun wana bother abt e bicth anymore.. bcuz of her.. my life has become so miserable.. so many misunderstandings..so many freakin bloody ppl ask mi this n tat.. *do wad u wan,so long as u dun provoke mi*.. but as for those bitches who bitch abt tortoise leh.. i dunno hu e hell r yr n i duno whether yr still bitch abt him.. but i jus wana tel yr let mi find out agn i wun let yr off.. thats abt it..
Ok.. im so xin ku noe.. my family.. hur.. no $$$ 2 spend,continue lyk this gonna go open leg alrdy.. no la.. kidding.. but.. but.. aiya.. wadever.. life is so sian so miserable.. i think im still in love wif u.. mayb a lil.. mayb a lil more.. mayb all e while.. all i noe is.. i wanna see u.. i wanna noe wad yr doing.. i wanna noe whether r u fine nowadays.. r u still leadin tat fucking controlled life.. but anw.. i noe its impossible alrdy.. everything is over.. long ago.. if one day mayb u get 2 read this.. i jus wana let u noe i still do care for u.. but in a different way.. i still do rmb u.. i still rmb e memories we made.. i still wan u to b gd.. i still wan u 2 b happy..many yrs down e road.. u might nt rmb mi anymore.. u might nt b able 2 recall u were once wif mi.. but i wun..i will still rmb u.. till e end of tym.. i wan u 2 b happy.. n seeing u so happy nw..im contented.. at least im rite 2 let u go at tat moment.. if u stick wif mi.. u will nv b happy.. ok..wadever.. im born to bring u sorrow.. wad to do? i sound very ke lian hor?? lol.. but this is e truth la..i always seem 2 get him into trouble..ok.. many dun understand y i still do love him so much.. but hor.. he is e lst guy i reali reali do love one.. i reali love u one.. reali.. although tat day i tell u i dun.. but this kinda things how u wan mi to say.. when we were together.. i treat u lyk.. i duno.. tissure paper? wahaha.. i treat u very bad la.. but.. but.. i reali love u one.. nw i wana treat u gd also cnt.. n when i ask u m i e gal u love e most.. u told mi no.. hell! cant u just lie to mi? y mus b so honest? when we were together u were nt so honest.. nw suddenly lidat.. but aiya.. i now i brot it upon myself.. who can i blame?.. my pride lo.. my pride holds mi back frm lettin u noe i care for u.. y mus i act as if i dun gif a damn abt u.. n y mus u believe my body language.. there r many things u needa judge frm ur hrt.. nt ur eyes.. neither ur mind.. anw.. its a fact tat we r apart nw.. u r happy wif her nw.. im happy for u,happy for her.. if u ever get 2 read this.. i wanna let u noe.. all of e things tat i done 2 u when we were together.. it is nt true.. u r nt useless to mi at tat time.. u r impt 2 mi.. i love at tat time.. although i told u i dun.. ok..someone once told mi pain is self inflicted..sometimes when i noe tat im gonna think of u agn.. i will tell myself 2 think of ur bad ponts.. to think of everything tat is nt worth for mi 2 love u.. but time n agn.. when smth happens.. i jus came 2 realise my feelings for u once agn.. which i dun wana feel this way.. but u had planted all e memories we had in my head.. it can nv b erase.. many yrs down e road.. i will still love yu..